Yesterday was the best night of my life.
Today was the day I did not wish to meet.
I'm also missing my sLeepZ. sigh.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Wow.
It's amazing.
Right now I'm sitting by Khai's porch, under the shade of the palm trees and the other tall, thin and leafy trees. I noticed and realized how AMAZING plants and life and everything in this world is ... if I looked at it from a Biological students perspective.
Where did this come about?... You ask.
Here's the story.
I looked at the ferns below me and realised that it was a different species compared to the one back home (obviously so)... Thinking back to the Biological aspects of diversity and adaptation I've realized that we could apply this NATURAL law to practically anything! ..
Even ourselves.
Everything in this world is so diverse, different, a species of it's own, even though when you look back far enough, we all come from the same origin. Everything plays a role in this world. We change to our sorroundings, we adapt and then we 'become'.
But being humans ... we have the choice and the ability to change our 'set' mind to become better, to become fitter in a sense. That's whats amazing. We are here for a reason. This world is truly our oyster. Our treasure is already in front of us. Our life is really our lesson. Our world is our teacher. The aspects and order in life in the natural world is what we should strive to protect. Because that is our way and our road to discovering our true selves. Life ... the world ... it is all but wrong, coincidental or chaotic. We are here in this world to find outselves. And nature is the key to that.
(Alright I realize that I kinda went off topic here but meh)
The animals, insects, bacterias, trees, rocks, mountains, nature's force... everything that is natural in this world, they all reflect a lesson for us to meditate on, they can teach us humans to understand ourselves even more.
Although that rant sounded spiritual of me, I just realized that I have a long way to go in terms of being a better self... because an ant crawled onto my arm and I instinctively crushed it and flicked it away.
Sigh.
Right now I'm sitting by Khai's porch, under the shade of the palm trees and the other tall, thin and leafy trees. I noticed and realized how AMAZING plants and life and everything in this world is ... if I looked at it from a Biological students perspective.
Where did this come about?... You ask.
Here's the story.
I looked at the ferns below me and realised that it was a different species compared to the one back home (obviously so)... Thinking back to the Biological aspects of diversity and adaptation I've realized that we could apply this NATURAL law to practically anything! ..
Even ourselves.
Everything in this world is so diverse, different, a species of it's own, even though when you look back far enough, we all come from the same origin. Everything plays a role in this world. We change to our sorroundings, we adapt and then we 'become'.
But being humans ... we have the choice and the ability to change our 'set' mind to become better, to become fitter in a sense. That's whats amazing. We are here for a reason. This world is truly our oyster. Our treasure is already in front of us. Our life is really our lesson. Our world is our teacher. The aspects and order in life in the natural world is what we should strive to protect. Because that is our way and our road to discovering our true selves. Life ... the world ... it is all but wrong, coincidental or chaotic. We are here in this world to find outselves. And nature is the key to that.
(Alright I realize that I kinda went off topic here but meh)
The animals, insects, bacterias, trees, rocks, mountains, nature's force... everything that is natural in this world, they all reflect a lesson for us to meditate on, they can teach us humans to understand ourselves even more.
Although that rant sounded spiritual of me, I just realized that I have a long way to go in terms of being a better self... because an ant crawled onto my arm and I instinctively crushed it and flicked it away.
Sigh.
Monday, January 12, 2009
The Mystery of the History.
The Mystery of the history of a person.
That's an aspect of a human that makes them who they are.
Therefore ... we shouldn't look at an individual and judge them from their recent actions...
But we should understand that the person only acted so because of their mysterious history.
That's an aspect of a human that makes them who they are.
Therefore ... we shouldn't look at an individual and judge them from their recent actions...
But we should understand that the person only acted so because of their mysterious history.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Elephants.
Today I rode on an elephant.
Not a big deal to some. Means nothing to most. But, wanna know what I think of it?.
It's.
frucking.
Amazing.
That darn animal was fantastic. The eyes, it was so .. aware. If anyone can't see the intelligence behind that eyes then they should have been able to see it through it's mighty fine motor skills with it's nose.
Ahhh. I wanna type alot. But i'll type more on that later.
Not a big deal to some. Means nothing to most. But, wanna know what I think of it?.
It's.
frucking.
Amazing.
That darn animal was fantastic. The eyes, it was so .. aware. If anyone can't see the intelligence behind that eyes then they should have been able to see it through it's mighty fine motor skills with it's nose.
Ahhh. I wanna type alot. But i'll type more on that later.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
My Grandfathers.
"Are any of your grandparents still alive?" - L.T
"No, all three are gone."
"You mean two." - L.T
"No... three."
Had a conversation with my cousins, B.K and L.T about their grandfather's recent death. They then asked me about my grandfathers, and enquired if any of them are still alive, excluding the same grandfather we share.
I felt a pang in my heart, during the conversation. It was the old familiar pain I feel, each time I remember my step granfather (mother's side) and my grandad (dad's). It still hurts. Talking about the two I knew. My heart does ache at the very thought of them. Even speaking about them will effectively bring my energy down for a bit.
I miss them.
But, I know that I will meet them again..One day.
Nikolai Mark Rodrigo.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Well..
Okay let's get straight to the point. I'm not going to update the previous two entries till I feel like it. lol. It's really quite a pain.
And right now, I'm not feeling the best...so that could be the cause of my current pain.
My feet is aching. My stomach feels like SHIT and I haven't had enough SLEEEEEP..
But you know what, that's okay. Because that comes with the package when you're partying like a drunken wannabe dancer. I can't remember how many drinks I had, nor the amount of people I danced with. I can remember some of them easily, but others very very very vaguely. B u t MEH.
:D
Alright, if there are people who actually reads the "this Life of Mine" blog, then here's what happened. Last night (New Years Eve in Malaysia), the family and their friends gathered together in a rather big hall that consisted of 13 tables, balloons, party blowhorns from indonesia, a DJ table (which I was proudly helping on, till ... I started getting high) and .. food! Lots and lots of delicious food which my tummy sadly had no room for. :(
Time truly does fly when you're having FUN. What the hell's with that! lol. I swear the party started at 8pm, and from what felt like half an hour, it was already 11pm!
Whoaaa.
Freaky dude.
So yeah, I danced for quite a while after a couple of heavy whisky drinks. Nicholas and I managed to get high enough with a J.B before our bottle was swiftly drunked away by the people on our table.
Thank GAWD. lol.
But oh man oh man. I honestly can't remember much. Cept I danced and danced and dance. Also managed to dance with the girl I was eyeing for a couple of minutes. Woohoo.
Anyways. I believe the hangover is starting to kick in. And the muscles are starting to scream. And the blisters are starting to.. blisterise me. lol.
take care folks.
And right now, I'm not feeling the best...so that could be the cause of my current pain.
My feet is aching. My stomach feels like SHIT and I haven't had enough SLEEEEEP..
But you know what, that's okay. Because that comes with the package when you're partying like a drunken wannabe dancer. I can't remember how many drinks I had, nor the amount of people I danced with. I can remember some of them easily, but others very very very vaguely. B u t MEH.
:D
Alright, if there are people who actually reads the "this Life of Mine" blog, then here's what happened. Last night (New Years Eve in Malaysia), the family and their friends gathered together in a rather big hall that consisted of 13 tables, balloons, party blowhorns from indonesia, a DJ table (which I was proudly helping on, till ... I started getting high) and .. food! Lots and lots of delicious food which my tummy sadly had no room for. :(
Time truly does fly when you're having FUN. What the hell's with that! lol. I swear the party started at 8pm, and from what felt like half an hour, it was already 11pm!
Whoaaa.
Freaky dude.
So yeah, I danced for quite a while after a couple of heavy whisky drinks. Nicholas and I managed to get high enough with a J.B before our bottle was swiftly drunked away by the people on our table.
Thank GAWD. lol.
But oh man oh man. I honestly can't remember much. Cept I danced and danced and dance. Also managed to dance with the girl I was eyeing for a couple of minutes. Woohoo.
Anyways. I believe the hangover is starting to kick in. And the muscles are starting to scream. And the blisters are starting to.. blisterise me. lol.
take care folks.
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